Dear Self: I love you

Dear Self,

Today is July 13, 2017.

Today, you have to pull yourself together.

I know it seems like everything is falling apart right now, but please don’t give up. I love you more than anyone else and you have to trust in me, you have to trust in us. You are not alone and never will be. I understand that things have been out of your control for so long now, but you also have to understand that we are, in reality, not in control of our situations. Though we are living a scripted life, as an actor we really don’t have any idea of what the director wants to happen so just stick to the script.

Dear Self, it’s finally time to let go. Let go of your childish self, let go of your insecurities, let go of the things that weigh you down, let go of people who doesn’t need you in their lives. Some people might want you, but there are only few who’d tell you how much they need you. Let go of the thoughts that doesn’t build you, let go of the thoughts that suffocate you. Let go of being this person you hate so much.

Dear Self, know your standards. Believe that you are special and that you are tailor made for someone greater than what you’ve dreamed of. Don’t ever allow people to ruin your happiness and don’t ever allow them to make you compromise your standards.

Dear Self, you did great. You’ve managed to change a person into a better one. There’s no greater pride than being able to make the world a much better place with your ability to change a person. This has been your mission ever since. You were made to influence and made to teach lessons to people and in return, you learn as well. Keep these lessons because one day someone will come your way and by this time, you’d be a better person than before. Dear Self, don’t be discouraged if that person wasn’t able to see your worth. Don’t be upset if he weren’t able to thank you enough and don’t ever believe that you were a waste of time.

Dear Self, you did great. You’ve been badly hurt but that’s okay. Time has its own time. Everything will soon fall perfectly back into place. Continue holding on but not on the things that weigh you down.

Dear Self, just hold on to us, okay? I love you and I’m always here for you..